10/8-10/14/2018 WEEKLY TAROT

This is a tough week ahead! However, you can control the energy and yourself instead of allowing it to control you!

This week may find that you will need your strength and courage to get through.

Old things from the past may pop up that you thought you had dealt with. Your strength and courage is being tested here to see how far you've come on your journey. Are all those dark things healed? These things could be anything from old fears, jealousies, old traumas/triggers, looking into how much love and worth you've actually given to yourself.

Don't beat yourself up if anything comes to the surface. It shows up for you to heal it or better handle it as I don't believe we ever fully heal from old gunk, we just learn to better process and handle it in new self loving ways.

If this is you, take the necessary time out that will be needed for you to reflect. You are so much stronger than you may give yourself credit for and stop giving everyone else that credit when it is you that needs to see it in self.

Ego struggle may be at play also. Only you know what's best for you and you owe NO ONE any explanation for how you may feel or what you need recovery from. Focus on you, what you value and love here. That is first and foremost. You do NOT have to engage. Reread that line.

So many people are just coping, know that you are NOT alone in this and that help is all around you, you will just need to muster up the courage and reach out for the needed help. NO ONE makes it here alone. We grow together through shared experiences.

Make sure, you are giving yourself what you always give to others. You matter first here! You cannot give from an empty well. Fill yourself up this week with things you love and find value in.

There may be some shocks and surprises this week but oh how boring life would be without any contrast, huh?

The end of the week will find you in a much better place, a lighter place. Fill it with love, love for yourself first please.

Through all the ups and downs, you will come out a much better, stronger version of you!

Embrace whatever and wherever you may find yourself this week, hold it all in a place of gratitude. It's showing up for your betterment. Trust that. Take this week ahead to reevaluate what and who you love. Is it or are they showing you that same amount? Everything has it's yin and yang. Find the balance needed and if the balance is lost, it may be time to dip out, or correct that in some way. Only you will know the way. Find balance in relationships where it has lacked. Make sure you are fully showing up before you think others should also. What and where is the balance? Do not search for perfection as it does not exist, rather search for a good balance.

It's a roller coaster of a week. By the end, you will have a smoother ride and you can choose to take the ride again or step off and reflect awhile to get your footing again.

Also, watch your words this week. How do you speak to others? How are you speaking to yourself first? Treat yourself with love and kindness. You are worth it! This week won't go out without a BANG! Expect shocking things, news, deaths, yes actual deaths and in shocking ways, also the death of your own soul for the purpose of it's rebirth, triggers, jealousies, insecurities, breakdowns of relationships you once thought fine, meaning breakups or breakdown for rebuilding, dark things you or someone else thought was hidden will come out, OH, and love may happen out of the blue, however we are in a Venus retrograde and Venus rules love so expect that as much as it seems like a fairytale, it probably is and there WILL be things there to be worked out also... It's on folks! Get your big girl/boy panties on. Not many will go unscathed this week!

XOXO!

10/1-10/7/2018 Weekly Tarot

Brace yourselves it's going to be a Hell of a week (and month!)

If you're one that is having breakdowns then good! This means a breakthrough is finally coming! Breakthroughs come through breakdowns. Something's gotta give. Something's gotta go! If you want to step into the future that you so desire then you have to look at what attachments are holding you back from having that very reality, and yes,m it can most certainly become your new reality, as soon as you let go and change what needs to be changed. Without said change, welcome to the same.

If you are concentrating on what's missing then you are focused in the wrong place. Whatever, wherever you focus, expands itself. Reread that!

Find gratitude for wherever you are now, have a newfound appreciation for what is, let go of what it is you no longer want and allow more things to be grateful for the room to come in. You have to make space. Do you have the space for anything new to come in or are you bogged down in misery of what you don't yet have?

When you find gratitude for all that is, you will ultimately feel more satisfied. See the lessons of where you may be right now, and start the path of moving on beyond them. Take a look inward at what needs to stop, where you have settled or sold yourself short. Where you are, is exactly where you said you should be at this time. Look inward at why you may still be there if this is not where you wish to be any longer. You HAVE to step over any fears that have held you back. You have to LOVE yourself and hold yourself accountable also for where you are and why you aren't where you'd rather be. You HAVE to TRUST yourself and allow yourself to go where you desire and with whom.

You get to say, who-what-where-when. YOU.

This week is FULL of emotions, some dark, that you are being asked to confront within yourself. Figure out and KNOW what you want and go after that with NO fear.

The past is creeping in this week also testing you. Will you fall back to that? Take the path of least resistance, it is the path where you stop fighting, stop struggling, stop sabotaging your own dreams, stop selling yourself short. The path of least resistance is the path of who you really are. It's the path of your truest desires.

Your inner being knows that path to it. You have to allow yourself to feel good. JUST FEEL GOOD about being alive and being YOU.

You are here on purpose, for a purpose. Go find your joy! Get out of your misery!

Everything is changing and soon nothing will look the same. Relationships are changing, they will NOT be the same as you once knew. (That's a good thing)

Listen to your HEART and follow that! Stop fearing everything and have a little FAITH. This is YOUR life! Take the LEAD! COME UNDONE AND HAVE THAT REBIRTH YOU SO NEED TO MOVE FORWARD! WHO DO YOU NEED WHEN YOU'VE COME UNDONE? YOU!

XOXO!

9/24-9/30/2018 Weekly Tarot-Full Moon Reading

Happy Full Moon in Aries!

Aries rules the self, your very identity, the projected image you show to the world, your motivations, the fire in your belly.

How have you really been treating yourself?

You may be feeling alone in your endeavors at this time, possibly lonely, possibly bound by something you no longer want in your life.

Only you will know what that is. What has kept you bound from experiencing what you're really here for? You can't blame anyone for your own unhappiness in life. It's all shining on you at this time. Where or what have you settled for? Where did you sell yourself short? At what point did you stop taking care of YOU and YOUR needs for the sake of others happiness? Where did you stop loving yourself above all others? When did you stop feeling joy for life and why? Your biggest purpose here is to find JOY. That joy begins within you, your heart and soul.

No one can fill this for you. No one is here to complete you. However, they are here to compliment the way you have treated yourself. So, how well have others shown up for you? Well, that depends on how well you've shown up for yourself.

YOU are the warrior for your life. YOU are YOUR savior. YOU are YOUR heart and soul and joy.

Take this time to find who you really are and what you really want out of YOUR life. Take this time to find what really brings you joy. WHAT makes you smile, what makes your heart sing? Take this time to get to know yourself, to really start showing up for yourself and LOVING who and what you are.

Stop waiting on someone or some thing to show up and show up for yourself. YOU are what you've been waiting on.

All is not lost. It's always been right with you, within you.

There is absolutely NOTHING wrong with you. The only thing wrong is where you stopped believing in yourself and stopped loving yourself.

As I always say,

you're not waiting on life to happen for you. Life is waiting on you to happen for you.

Nothing can show up for you the way your heart desires until you start showing up for yourself. Stand in what you've always been, your own worth.

Somewhere along the road of life, you let yourself down. Maybe you believed in the fears or projections of others. The past no longer needs repeating. This needs to stop NOW. Take the unknown roads, the ones less traveled, the ones with least resistance.

Take them alone and get to know yourself and where you may have went wrong. Own it and let it go for good.

It's time for something love filled to show up. It's time for YOU.

If you ever wanted to manifest something, this week is the time!

STOP the madness of letting yourself down. Stop blocking the love that has always been trying to find you.

YOU ARE AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WORTHY OF EVERYTHING YOUR HEART HAS EVER DESIRED.

XOXO!