7-20-2018 Tarot - The Tower

"Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall;

All the king's horses and all the king's men

Couldn't put Humpty together again."

Okay, it's not THAT bad haha but.....

There WILL be an ending! What that is, only you will know. It may be the way you've settled for so long, tolerating things that really do not serve you. Or, a relationship will crumble. Trust me, if it does then it needed to. And if it happens against your will, then it means that you were clearly NOT seeing the signs and the Universe is actually doing you a favor. (I am not talking in terms of a physical death here)

Know that destruction happens for reconstruction. This card is abrupt changes! If something ends then let it! Know that you are being pushed towards something much better for you. Are you still hanging onto the past, acting from past ways that have really been blocking you? It may be time for you to fall so that you can get out of your own way!

Don't fear this card! It is a good thing! There is always a calm after the storm but that storm may cause what appears to be some damage first. How will you handle that? Will you react in the same old ways that have kept you in the same old place?

In talking to a close friend tonight we agreed on something. Everyone is a little fucked up! It's true. No one is without a little trauma somewhere down the line of life. If you're sick of being sick, sick of the same situations and outcomes, then something within YOU needs to make a change. Staying the same keeps you the same and you know the saying, "Ain't nobody got time for that!" Times are changing and fast! Get yourself as prepared as you can be, at least mentally. The emotions can be processed after the fact. And don't suppress them either or you'll find yourself down that same old path again. It's okay to be vulnerable and to show your vulnerability. I think people have lost the ability to show their real, very raw selves somewhere down the line. Be unafraid to be you! Ask for help when and where needed. Someone will be there to help you. For anyone wanting to flee their own darkness, good luck! Better go ahead and face it as you will be exposed. Own it! It's not all that bad. We all have dark and light within. It is just a matter of what you do with it. I personally see this as a great card of transformation! And who couldn't stand for a little or a lot of that? Transformation is a GREAT thing! Embrace it. LET GO AND LET LIFE FLOW. It's going to anyway so don't exhaust yourself trying to fight the inevitable..

XOXO!